The time is drawing closer and closer. I cannot comprehend it. My weeks, days, hours, minutes and seconds are counted for and my allotted share is soon gone. What will happen? I know what I want to do. I wish to continue to explore the lands of the earth and become a very wise man. Or woman. To where is no longer the question, it is now all up to the clocks of the world to tick until my time comes. I am ecstatic and terrified. Interesting combination, quite unpleasant and enjoyable simultaneously. One needs to create lists and listen to soothing voices as the one of Donovan and his friends. There is no guarantee of survival, there is simply hope for the better. Presently, I am satisfied in the california sun while anticipating the time of summer.